whatever happened to the weight losing scheme.
i just gobbled down 6 drumlets and 3 slices of pizza
BLAME IT ON MY DAD.
i cant make myself puke so.
HAHA
ok my dad is back,
imma claim back my 25 bucks.
:D

N, 9:44 PM


I feel, hmm wrong.
Im all dirty and sweaty,
and the surrounding air is so..
salty and humid.
nothing more than that to cause pms.
IM IN SUCH A PMS-Y STATE.
go away civilisation.
i cant wait for dinner to get home.
i've been stuck at home the whole effing day.
maybe its the cooping up
that makes me fustrated.
anyhow, i do not have much eq.
so go away!

i love emma roberts!
aquamarine was gooood
the lifeguard was quite goodlooking,
and the way he kisssed them both towards
the end of the show,
hmmmm me want me want!


and urgh, i dont not like that guyy!
idk how to spell but he's from
the workers' party.
he's such an ass. so he thinks his
remarks were smart and funny.
hmm not!
now excuse me while i go and puke.
i feel sick.
maybe someday i'll turn bulimic
now that's something worth looking forward.
-.-

N, 6:36 PM



I wanna know if it is me your're pinning,
and me you're behaving so weirdly for.


I personally am not dynamic.
but yet, my cousin told her students,
"if anything goes wrong,
just remember nothing is permanent.
your situation never stays the same for long.
changes will take place"
or something else along those lines.
But sometimes, you never wanted changes,
and yet it happens, often uncontrollably.
why oh why.

I'm jealous at everything i'm seeing.
i dont like seeing people feeling any happier than they should
ssshhh, that was mean i know.
i dont like how i allow myself to behave
i think i said that before. tada, shows how much i really hate it.
all these human drama are getting to me.
always the prequel to examinations.
maybe i'm just whinning how pathetic my life seems to be,
there ought to be some good in it.
i just cant see it yet.
everything's be steering out of control
and i need some directions. i do not take it welll i know,
but i'll try.

on a happier note,
i cant wait for my haircut.
and am done with both languages.
exam days pass by like a flash
oh yes the celebratory dinner.
btw its only 9 and im up and blogging.
i slept for a horrifying amount of time,
say, 13 hours.
not any new records,
but enough to send me wide awake to the dear comp.
I will lose some effing weight,
and will aim for 15 and below for midyears.
:D

N, 8:48 AM



"i couldn't tell where Earth ended and Heaven began... "

go sleep on it people!
kukumalus.
heeeeeeeeeee
bye.
shutup glutton,
glutton through and through!
BYE.
:DD
stop feeding me asswipe!
NO.
SO?!
shutup.

what a stupid post.
bye for real! (:

I <3 Lee
OK LA BYE LA

N, 8:05 PM



Im back from pigging out!
actually we didnt pig out much.
mango lingo was yummmmy!
char was so sad they didnt have white chip
in subway. haha but how can they not have!

anyhow, the govt was initially gonna tear
down clifford pier, but now they say they're
not then there's just gonna change the name.
but hello! what difference does it make it youre
not tearing it down but changing the name?
it all boils down to identity loss doesnt it.

Rockson's blog is really worth reading.
those on elections he wrote recently, and
not those really crude sex entries haha.

2.4 run is tmr!):
i dont wanna run la. later fail must run again.
haha.
i feel like eating maggiemeee.
but its fricking 11 and im lazy to cook.
but how im hungry.
ill just go and sleep.
but i had like 15 hours of sleep rmr folks,
so i wont be able to get to sleep!
):
ohman, im really a freak!
heh.

you photoshop all your pictures,
people get a shock when they see
you in school.
you take pics all above your lost control wasitline
cause you've tremendously huge ass.

N, 11:05 PM


Im wide awake!
becausee.....
I slept for 15 hours!
my p.b heh!

I only agreed to go eat with
char, and she said im so relunctant!
what is this!

Lets hope sunday turns out good!
i dont know about you guys,
but im lovin' the card!
i know peiying and ali will too.

ytd at peiying's we pigged out so much!
such pigs alicia and me were.
okay im gonna pig out sooon!

N, 5:26 PM



As much as i hate ruining my wednesday nights,
I will dedicate myself to doing my f&n after my shower.
Funny how there's always so much work to do,
but yet it's always easy to complete.
Its just plain dry and tedious, cause things I dont elaborate
on i expect the cambridge people to know!
But no! i have to type out so much !@#(@!!
Do i need to repeat my dislike for wed nights!
my utmost hatred for a night where i could be able
to get some significant amount of sleep.
ultimate disdain ):
And my procrastination of f&n caused alll this to happen.

You know, i complain so bloody much,
but it will prolly take me about an hour or so to complete.
HAHA.
freakshow me.

on the other hand, im very very thirsty.
i will go get myself 100plus.
oh yes. ate cartel at ps.
it was shit. wanted swensens,
but no cartel we picked, and cartel let us down.
food was !@!#( and service was more @#$(*
so. cartel at ps basically sucked.
gonna watch take the lead soon!
dancy dancy show.


Without you it's hard to survive
Cause every time we touch,
I get this feeling
And every time we kiss,
I swear I can fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,
Need you by my side

N, 9:14 PM



Dear Lou, we learned so much.
I realize we won't be able to talk for some time,
And I understand that as I do you.

The long distance thing was the hardest,
And we did as well as we could.
We were together during a very tumultuous time in our lives.
I will always have your back and be curious about you,
About your career,Your whereabouts

I like the lyrics :DD
anyhow,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER.

my mom and i did the most retardest thing ever.
we went up home first, and when we head keys
we lit up the candles and them my mom was like,
"quick quick! come already!"
haha.
I <3 you dad, someiimes more, sometimes less.
HAHA.

done with my orals!
i was expecting current affairs,
then she shot me a park description. -.-!
but nvm! at least im done.

Now im racking my brains thinking what
to eat at ps tmr. what is there to eat?
and i have pract test tmr ):
DAMMIT. i do not like physics.
but i still have to do well.
and i will! so will my math.
so byebye blog and hello shear. ):

N, 10:49 PM



Im back!
I blog quite happily nowadays right i know :D
Idk why tooo. but if i blog happy
its most prolly cause im REALLY not sad.
cause i cant really deny how i feel from my dear blog.
:DD


anyhow my yellowboy got himself a yellowgirl.
nvm, theres always the good months. (:
I seriously question why am i so hyped,
when i have an hist essay, f&n development and prolly
chinese test tmr. heh.
Maybe its cause i have my future planned.
and joan tna its seriously NOT funny! ):
haha laugh all you want for now.

so anyway. novo has really cute shoes (:
the YELLOW cute ones, and the reallly vintage-
looking brown pointy flats.
i think theres a sale going on. (((:
and my cousin made a pact for manicure session
in june :D
i think im so happy cause i've been spending
time with her. sakae was fantabulous today.
salmon rocks my smelly yellow socks!
and i saw this really cute adidas shorts,
and the adicolor jacket.
i wantttt !
and the puma yelllow watch ((:
the cactus toad gave me died ):
hahahahah.
ok deng xiaoping here i come!


Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.

I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called "Yellow".

So then I took my turn,
Oh what a thing to have done,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
You know, you know I love you so,
You know I love you so.

I swam across,
I jumped across for you,
Oh what a thing to do.
Cos you were all "Yellow",

I drew a line,I drew a line for you,
Oh what a thing to do,
And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin,
Oh yeah your skin and bones,
Turn into something beautiful,
And you know,
For you I'd bleed myself dry,
For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine for you,
Look how they shine,
Look at the stars
And all the things that you do.


N, 8:57 PM



I realised my iweb icon is gone!
and so is my lovely amber pacific song!
hahaha.
loser crap know iweb.

jade seah didnt win the title!
):
i thought miss singapore was rather ugly.
jade seah was so much prettier.
ohwells! it happens every year.

Imma do my 5 items tmr
):
with toad and tenisha.
heh. failing inclined is such a breeze.
becks finally got herself a livejournal.
i love livejournal people! :DD
anyhow, alyssa just cant get enough of poking fun at me
):

had thai expresss and some coffeebean
(:
dreams of L* make both my nights and days
((:
Im such a smiley freak. ok time to do biology!
my cousin's gonna alter her name+surname tmr
and I'll be accompanying her ! at suntec!
then i can check out the novo shoes char has.
:D

N, 9:42 PM



What a fantabulous Fantasia VI :DD
Thank you those who came!
Namely Char, Jea, Toad, Denyce, Gk!(omg saw her after eons!), Sam, Alicia, Althea, Denis, Alicia, Pei ying, Joanna Roberts, yes i rmr, Zhi en and Nick!
but i think it was more for jea and becks, never mind!

and most imptly, my cousin and granddad. (:
i love both of them so much!

Char and toad got me big bird! and the fat bird is currently on my bed!
enjoying all my TLC. HEH.
Jea's so sweeet! my dear pms freakk finally got me my letter,
and 3 yellow flowers! yay for yellow :D
Denyce rocks most! had tremendous fun in the bus on the way back to sch.
photowhoring with becks while she was just laughing at most of it.
will post some soon!
cause becks really loved them. haha
so anyhow! i screwed my hunchback note!
and dern cld hear it but she say its fine. heh.
so no more band for urm, 2 months?
and theyre already printing the holiday schedule!
tell me they're ks! haah btw ALYSSA TAN SHU NING,
if youre reading this, get well soon!
poor toe needs some walking okay! take much much much care. :D
love you!

so concert rocked, but passed by in a flash!
like the night just flew by.
seemed alil weird though,
people like jamie, charmyeo, jz didnt come. ):
apple dippers rock!
their caramel sauce is uber nice.
not too sweet but thick enough for my liking.
Im so addicted to going town every weekend
to shop with my cousin.
okay lets all hope my phone rings soon!

went over to char's just now!
laughed so much.
she was such a hugeee retard.
and i've got mango pudding!
yay for that.
so i got supposedly grounded for not going holland
but instead to her place. haha
they had to pick me up from there ):
oh that chipmunk song is really cute!
i <3 derrick hoh.
i <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 him.
heh heh heh.


sorry peter for tonight!
hope the performance went well!
i know mine did last night! ( heh )
okay really sorry!
owe you one boy!

my dad's asswipe's character still reigns .....
thats the time when he sucks the most.

N, 10:50 PM



wtfwtfwtfwtf!!
I thought tonight would be good,
apparently bloody hell not.
My mom's fucking sad,
all i can do is to lend her my shoulders.
wtfwtfwtf.
Sorry for the ugly language.
My dads being the utter asswipe,
so thats not helping obviously.
and the i have f&n to complete
which im not going to,
because theres some culinary thing tmr.

And Im so fucking sure Im not going
to be able to perform well on friday.
This damned thing just had to surface now.
My on and off period is making me bloody pissed,
WHY ME.

Its seriously shit that I cant tell any soul about this.
I wanna tell * and ramble on and on and on. but
I also know its fucking selfish for me to just expect
her to be there when I was such a bloody retard in the
past. i should give her back her life, shouldnt I.
But omg, i know * is the only one I can pour my woes
too and she never, NEVER fails to take it from me.
omg. what have you done noelle you.
Its hard for us to get where we are now despite what happened,
I cant repeat the whole vicious cycle again.

Char that sleepyhead is asleep,
and toad most prolly is too.
I will pray to the Lord, and hopefully I will find some peace.
Nothing must happen to mother. ( and him, for this fucking shit matter)
Nothing.

N, 10:19 PM



I love Shan wee's accent :D

I really hope L * gets one when
he comes back from oh-i-really-hate-it-melb.
:DDD

Concert's in -gasps! 3 days!
The hardwork we gave since, urm
Jan, will pay off! (:
Bet you all audience cant barely wait!
heeeee.
I know I cant, cant wait to
see char's ahem hem hem!
(:

whoopsie, I left my physics book in the locker!
and we had an assignment. heee
Im choosing to abandon my f&n tonight,
and come home after my very very late band practice,
and finish all at one go tmr! ;)
But we're gonna have some course thing,
so maybe she wont have time to nag. heh heh.
So therefore, I will complete my accounts
and hopefully history tonight!
because well, friday is definitely occupied,
with FANTASIA VI ! (yay I rmred 6 is vi. heh! or is it not?)
and supper after. (missing it last year was well, nt good. )
Then sat imma soak up the sun! :DD
first one without band in a wuper luper longlong time!
Sunday will be meant for relaxing.
and monday we gotta pack up the rm,
so hist. cant wait!
Oh oh, Gweneal and I were gloating we get to miss
SS test on friday! muaha. Too bad we cant skip
double bio. Her lessons are zzZzzZz, drool worthy. heh
lengthy para, but it looks so short in blog.
Oh randommm.

Im racking my brains for what to type.
and there's none, so have a good night all!
(:
(Im just uber hyped up, idk why!)

N, 9:32 PM



April 3 never fails to feel like a very very special day,
I seriously dont know why.
Do you?

Days in school have certainly been
less taxing, less burdened.
Im glad. Although periods
of awkardness still exist,
im relieved.

My period spoilt the plans of last week,
this sat we will have some smashing fun!
:DDDD

I wish I could do those dedications L ( :D) does
so easily, so dearly.
June-July will be good months,
oh screw the mugging!

N, 10:22 PM



We selfish men .


Im feeling squeaky clean!
or is it squeaking.
haha.
Wow adriano is damn cute.
Back to school tmr!
I cldnt believe my ears when becks
said theres gonna be NO auditions
for us. time saved :D
I also cant believe concert's in like
5 days?
heh.
Im hardly ready.

BIGyellowBIRDD
i love ((:

N, 11:30 PM



Those nerves of mine are out for a party.
It will subside, somehow.
I was reminiscing and I realised
Ive missed alot, alot of people.
People like yeamer, boon, faith, jiazhi, phyllicia ..
All angels, all bring joy
<3

Char has a very very impt appointment
tonight. All the best sleepyhead :D
I shall go get ready for subway myself.
Jin Tai Fung is so not my type, sadly.
My cous. loved it so much.
Yikes, i hate school.
Both toad and char hated orals,
but i can't wait for mine, seriously.
I mean its fun to blabber to lao shi
on current affairs.
And i did enjoy our time spent discussing
about gays, jea :D
Actually, i dont even know when's oral.
i love chinese orals (:

a not-so-nerve-wrecking-week-to-go.
mom's nonsense starting again.
-yawns
on cloud nine after knowing that
hypocritical bitch is feeling low.
muahaha i built my happiness,
on sorrows from people like c*
:D
there's a ton of politics going on
in the blogosphere,
like the celeb bloggers, and not us small fries.
xx, blinkymummy,sillycelly, and sandrapowerpuff.
vicious!

N, 4:15 PM

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Lovelies
♥alanaa
♥beckss
♥ballxxx
♥diraaa
♥glutt!
♥nehhh
♥phyllis
♥secret admirer
♥smellyyy